eva-st-clare

Last time I was spending time here, it became unpleasant and stressful, but I didn't actually mean to avoid it for this long.

Sorry... I just got nervous when I thought about coming here and I haven't had much to post anyway.

Maybe I should just stop commenting on other accounts if it's gonna end up in people publicly shit-talking me on the journals of my friends.

I've been blogging that on my tumblr under "reading berserk" (assume it's full of spoilers and use your judgment)

The major takeaway?  I'm a LOT more jaded than I expected :/  Pixiv does that to a man woman

Haven't got to the trolls yet tho

I just read a few yuri manga lately cos waifu recommended them:
Morning Glory and Kase-san is a cute high school yuri, I'm not sure what else to say about it. It's cute with the usual teenage angst about liking someone and so on, so if you like cute yuri you might like this.  A little bit heavy on the "BUT WE'RE BOTH GIRLS!!!!1" trope though, at some point I wanted her to get the fuck over the fact they were both girls and move on already.

Collectors is about adults who actually have jobs.  Shinobu is obsessed with books and Takako is obsessed with fashion, but they still have a lot in common in how they relate to their obsessions.  It's just a 4koma style manga about their daily lives and silly things that happen.  Nothing heavy, but nice art and it's good to read about adults.

Philosophia is also about adult women in university, their vaguely yuri relationship, and alienation from society/possibly from the self.  I think it's still ongoing and I liked it the best because I like this kind of character driven story.  Don't read expecting fluffiness or erotic content though.

Thinking about reading Berserk :/

I feel bad about not having much to say lately so I wanted to write something.  I'm sorry, I'm a jerk.  The last several months really drained the life out of me completely and I'm not sure how to start having a social life again... I feel pretty embarrassed and insecure about talking to people...

dumblr everyone hates my tumblr because I'm a jerk with bad opinions lol

[6:01:43 PM] Maarika: wtf is Teresa doing there
[6:02:15 PM] Maarika: Teresa is hot
[6:02:26 PM] Eva st clare: haha
[6:02:39 PM] Eva st clare: thefuck
[6:02:56 PM] Eva st clare: why cant raki cry in front of clare
[6:03:01 PM] Maarika: woow
[6:03:02 PM] Eva st clare: whats wrong with her will she not let him cry
[6:03:13 PM] Maarika: no, he's a big man!
[6:03:22 PM] Eva st clare: -___-;; no hes not lol
[6:03:26 PM] Eva st clare: he's a sensitive little boy
[6:03:27 PM] Maarika: Clare is super mary sue now ccool
[6:03:51 PM] Eva st clare: really, Yagi?
[6:04:11 PM] Eva st clare: the strength of her utter boringness, you mean?
[6:04:11 PM] Maarika: "You're different from how you were back then" NO KIDDING
[6:04:48 PM] Eva st clare: yeah you had ap ersonality back then... for one
[6:05:16 PM] Eva st clare: a filthy smile covered in snot... it suits you lololol
[6:07:03 PM] Eva st clare: DIETRICH HEADSLAM
[6:07:11 PM] Eva st clare: is she going on a date with galatea
[6:07:17 PM] Eva st clare: fuc yea
[6:07:59 PM] Eva st clare: miria is taking tabi's sword
[6:08:07 PM] Eva st clare: thats great but SHE DIED FOR NO REASON GODDAMN
[6:08:12 PM] Eva st clare: fuc u miria
[6:08:20 PM] Eva st clare: you enabler
[6:08:28 PM] Maarika: OMG
[6:09:04 PM] Eva st clare: ru kidding whathfhffhskdlfhhfhf
[6:09:07 PM] Maarika: so Irene was just chilling in her hut for all those years
[6:09:07 PM] Maarika: wtf
[6:09:13 PM] Maarika: cool
[6:09:24 PM] Maarika: wow, I have no words
[6:10:18 PM] Maarika: it's over, yay? If only I cared
[6:10:45 PM] Eva st clare: GIVE HER BACK HER ARM YOU LITTLE BRAT
[6:10:52 PM] Maarika: disappointing really that Clare survived that mess, she didn't deserve it
[6:11:03 PM] Eva st clare: is that the fucking shit rafaela was telling her that we waited all ths time to hear??
[6:11:27 PM] Maarika: that Irene was alive??
[6:12:18 PM] Eva st clare: yeah
[6:12:24 PM] Eva st clare: or whatever the hell she was tlaking aobut
[6:14:04 PM] Eva st clare: but why does she deserve to suffer thru claki's boring ass idiocy
[6:14:11 PM] Eva st clare: and not even get to see teresa
[6:14:13 PM] Eva st clare: fuck this
[6:14:43 PM] Maarika: "HI IRENE let me tell you allllllll about the claki adventures also teresa is gone forever you just missed it sorry"
[6:15:19 PM] Eva st clare: oh it is on yagi
[6:16:13 PM] Maarika: I gotta say that was pretty stupidly written last 100 chapters
[6:16:35 PM] Eva st clare: it had its occasional good moments but they were ruined
[6:16:42 PM] Eva st clare: like the miata awakening was epic
[6:17:25 PM] Maarika: Irene became a hermit for a reason. She was 1000% done with everything
[6:18:15 PM] Eva st clare: the very definition of 800% done
[6:18:24 PM] Maarika: I dunno what happened between her and Rafaela
[6:18:33 PM] Eva st clare: holy shit
[6:20:42 PM] Maarika: I mean, after Yagi actually brought Teresa back, is that really a surprise?
[6:20:53 PM] Maarika: I just wonder why rafaela let her go?
[6:20:56 PM] Eva st clare: yeah not really
[6:20:59 PM] Eva st clare: SERIOUSLY

I told you years ago
everyone else died on panel...
motherufkcing IRENE
yet how can I celebrate this....???

i'm laughing but my heart is crying inside bc Yagi you destroyed Teresa and you destroyed Clare and you turned Tabi into a redshirt and you made everyone sacrifice this shit in vain
also wtf with Louvre at the end???